Liberating. Thats how last night was. It's funny how a couple beers can make people comfortable enough to just say what they feel... like my blog title "Drunken minds speak sober hearts". It's really true. I'm the type of person who will try my hardest to like you but at the end of the day theres something in me that just doesn't want to. Give me some truth elixer and I'll tell you all the reasons why I can't like you. It may because I don't like your personality. I don't like troubled or fucked up in the head people who make it their job to be overly emotional in the most negative way possible. To me, there is a difference between going through a struggle and letting it take over you. But I digress. Last night just laughing and yelling at the most awkward parts of our lives together made my cheast feel so much lighter. I never understood, until now, that people who have had bad histories together could laugh it off and just be chill. Though it takes time to heal and time to realize that friendship is the best form of forgiveness, I know that everything can be okay. I'm a happy person with a quick temper, quick to judge, and slow to forgive- but I will try.
I really love my friends. Bonding is the best time ever. I'm going to miss you and thank you for all the efforts to cheer me up while leaving can be really sad. I love all the new friends I've made. I'll be back for winter to show my love my side of the world. I can't wait for you to meet him, and for him to meet all of you.
Thought of the day will be coming pretty soon... as soon as I have a good thought to dwell on.
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